Poetry
Cigarette Smoke and Ashes
I can still taste that first breath
I can still smell that first smell,
When, choking, I first met death.
How I reveled in the taste of death;
How sweet smoke hid the fires of hell.
I can still taste that first breath.
She shared with me that black breath;
She was there, breathing as well
When, together, we first met death.
I remember when she first left death
When she first turned aside her head to my lapel
I can still taste that first breath.
She refused my kiss, refused my breath
Moved as if to say farewell
Then, crying, I first met death.
Moved, I finally drew a breath,
Torn between ashes and marriage knell,
I can still taste that first breath
When, finally, I conquered death.